I will probably sleep well tonight
Today has been an emotional roller coaster for me.
Maybe I stayed up too late last night, maybe I drank too much this weekend, maybe it is just time for another round of breakdowns.
But, today has been very difficult to get through.
I was angry at how some people easily dismiss the reality of pain and brokeness.
Frustrated, I realized I am not good at articulating what angers me.
I cried.
I had a few happy moments.
I got a small makeover.
I felt that intense loneliness that makes life seem worthless.
I watched football with friends.
I, again, thought about how horrible I am at relationships and that I truly do not fit in with anyone.
I cried again.
I wanted to give up on everything.
I felt cared for and not alone.
Once again, I cried, unstoppable tears responding to love.
Maybe we should start group therapy night.
Good idea. It easily fits into my BUSY schedule on Tuesday nights.
Monday - Girl Gone Wine
Tuesday - Group Therapy
Wednesday - CHC (Church Hill Crafters) Meet-up
Thursday - Potluck
Friday - Date night with cats
*note: i’m not really this busy, just trying to appear to be important and connected.
May I participate in the festivities/therapy sessions as my schedule allows? I am particularly looking forward to “date night with cats,” as I am a complete failure and getting and/or maintaining relationships with boys.
I think I’m at the same place in my life right now as you………well, besides for the makeover part.
Michelle - You are not a failure with boys…..you must remember that it is always the guy’s fault. You are always right.
Tim - Maybe you should try the makeover?